Hard Question for Janie

questions == Really
listen to this question -- At what point does it become 'hard.'

Does the body communicate 'that it is hard' to you

through a lack of ability (after you perform), or perhaps
an instant low/fatigue (even before you move) concludes that 'it is hard?'

Or

Does your mind observe
a demonstration by the teacher/other dancer, and you might make the decision that 'it is hard' before you even move your body

WHEN DOES IT BECOME HARD?

Has "hard" become a pattern of self-criticism?